It's been over a month since I last saw her... I miss her. Alot.
I think, I think about her everyday.
And I wish that I could call her, but I wouldn't know what to say...
"Hey I'm just calling to ask how are you doing? Are you ok?"
Omg... it'd be so gay... I always thought it'd be easier this way.
I'm fucking confused.
I've never really thought so much before.
It was so much simpler before.
And now I'm hurting another.
Blunder after blunder.
My world is going asunder.
And all I do is wonder.
Just how selfish I can be.
You can't fuck with people, they're not numbers like 1,2,3.
I think I need to be alone, just alone with me.
But I just wish that I could see.
The way back to normality.
